Sunday, April 29, 2012

Dinner with a Woolf




I think Virginia Woolf and I would have got along famously.  As I read A Room With a View, I found that her writing style--her voice--resonated with me more than anyone I have read before.  And so I found some more from her. 

About love:

“What does the brain matter compared with the heart?”

“One cannot think well, love well, sleep well, if one has not dined well.”

About life:

“What is the meaning of life? That was all- a simple question; one that tended to close in on one with years, the great revelation had never come. The great revelation perhaps never did come. Instead, there were little daily miracles, illuminations, matches struck unexpectedly in the dark; here was one.” 

About Jane Austen and used books:

“Anyone who has the temerity to write about Jane Austen is aware of [two] facts: first, that of all great writers she is the most difficult to catch in the act of greatness; second, that there are twenty-five elderly gentlemen living in the neighbourhood of London who resent any slight upon her genius as if it were an insult to the chastity of their aunts.” 

“Second hand books are wild books, homeless books; they have come together in vast flocks of variegated feather, and have a charm which the domesticated volumes of the library lack.”

“Often on a wet day I begin counting up; what I've read and what I haven't read.” 

About being a woman:

“As a woman I have no country. As a woman I want no country. As a woman, my country is the whole world.” 

“No need to hurry. No need to sparkle. No need to be anybody but oneself.” 

About being a BYU coed:

“I really don't advise a woman who wants to have things her own way to get married” 

       You know that age-old question, the one about who--dead or alive-- you would like to have dinner with?   I think I'd choose her--at least this week I would.  I imagine that after our homemade meal we would sit on her wrap-around porch sipping peach tea. 

She'd pose the question:

“My own brain is to me the most unaccountable of machinery - always buzzing, humming, soaring roaring diving, and then buried in mud. And why? What's this passion for?” 

And I wonder how I'd reply.

Saturday, April 28, 2012

Sophomore


I love these girls.  Loved living with them, loved growing into my new-found independence with them.

 I cherish my memories of late-night soul-searching and feeling absurdly adult-like pushing a grocery cart through Macey's with Julie (who kindly put up with my scattered papers and shoes and well, everything).

With Lindsey, movie nights, giggle fits, fantastic music (and honestly Linds, one of my favorite memories is when we washed the dishes while listening to Saturday General Conference. And the time you took me to get a slurpee that night when I thought it could only get worse).

With Rachel,  slamming tim tams, sharing missionary stories and learning from her how to be gentler, more soft-spoken and thoughtful.

Spring semester has commenced and I have officially spent one week in my new digs with my new roommates.  There is Michelle, the vivacious returned missionary, Clarissa, the sardonic novelist (a not-so-hidden part of me wants to be a sardonic novelist one day, but first I'll need something to be sardonic about), and Katie, the sweet country girl.

I knew we were going to be great friends the moment Clarissa described the shower water as being "tepid," the moment Michelle suggested we go for a midnight run (and turned up a copy of Ender's Game that she brought to college) and the moment I walked into the kitchen to find Katie eating oatmeal with fresh blackberries.

The new ward's great--I'm only in danger of not getting my statistics homework done.  In exactly four hours I will be waking up to volunteer for a marathon with some of my ward-ees. The things I will do to get to know people.



And in the way of marathons, I did half of one last weekend, checking one of my goals off for the year.  My blonde stunner-of-a-friend Tawni and I had been training for it since January, but she tragically sprained her ankle the week before so I had to run it alone.  Whole marathon next?  We'll see.

This is the part where I would like to say something profound about my freshman year.  But it is 1:26 am and I am now getting up in three and a half hours.  I'm older, marginally wiser, and a whole lot more sleep deprived.  I am blessed with so many wonderful friendships-- thank you, thank you, for making my life so rich.

Good night!


Friday, April 20, 2012

Love at Second Sight



We've got fifty good years left to spend out in the garden, I don't care to beg your pardon, we should live until we die.