You know your dreams are turning into obsessions when you stay up half of the night whizzing through city streets via Google Maps. I was imagining the cafes I'd step into, the metro entrance I'd take, the spots in the historical district I'd meander through. Is Street View not a wonder? It's just feeding my arguably overly-romanticized city ideal. Provo can be so bland. I like a little adrenalin running through my veins, a bit of wonder and exhilaration filling my stomach as I click my heels and shuffle in my pencil skirt. Something the city feeds me.
Recognize this one? It's not NYC. Hint: I've spent a night here already. By myself. Surrounded by strangers. But I'm not divulging until the possibility becomes a stronger hope and then maybe. . .
And even if the details don't process and check out, it was good to be filled with hope for just a moment, right? Even the possibility of a possibility is enough to put a spring in my step this week. Just let me down easy.
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